Hey!!
welcome to day 6 of blogmas meaning christmas is in 1 weeks time! I hope you are all well and feeling great. Now I know that many of you might be puzzled by the title of today's post but all will be explained as we go through this post. I have being overtaken by fears! I vaguely touched on this last post but i feel like I am not the only one going through these so called fears. Last post I had a comment asking about what is my fears that is causing this conspiracy in my brain but the truth is I don't know. I have no clue why I call it a fear it's just that if you put a name on something you think it will do less harm. This is not the case.
It all started not that long go about in summer. I had come back from my holiday in Malta and decided that for some reason I was "scared" well you could call it "scared I guess but I don't really know what to call it. In away It is a strange emotion that just seems to build up and never stop. However, this "feeling" or "emotion" or "Fear" comes and goes at random least expected moments when I don't want it to (not like I want it at all though).
Fast forward from summer I had had this feeling a few times, maybe 2 to 3 times, but the most horrible one of all was when I was going to spain for my Birthday. I'll tell you the story of what happened and you will see that the situation was worse enough without me going in and adding more things to it. So let's begin this story:
It was October at around about 15 mins to 3pm we had to board the airplane , which was stressful enough as it is. But of cause it had to get way worse. As we were getting on we were told we had had our seat changed for an unknown reason so we were moved to an emergency exit. This was already pretty bad as my mom was moaning that she did not have a window. Then they dropped another bombshell. Me and my older sister had to move due to an age restriction policy.Firstly, we had to find new seats which was pretty hard on a fully booked plane. Eventually, we found seats and thay were together so we sat there. I sat in the middle as to me that is my safe zone so I don't feel scared about being in the ai. Of course the stranger sitting next to me felt like she was going to be sick!( random fact about me I have a fear of sick so I was worried anyway). But suddenly that thing came over me (the"feeling" or "emotion" or "Fear") and I could not stop crying, shaking, sweating even. It was so horrible. Long story short everything turned out fine after 50 mins of the feeling coming and going. I mean the woman was not sick and we even managed to find out that she was not ill she just had a strong fear of heights. **phew**.
The point is I don't know what is happening but i really need to get this out my system as it's a little hard to explain to my family and well your my second family so thanks for listening!
Talkative Girl( Time to stop talking) xx
Friday, 18 December 2015
Thursday, 17 December 2015
Day 5 of "blogmas"- Christma songs!!
Hey!!
Welcome to yet another post of my "blogmas" but before we get started I really want to say something that may or may not be connected to the subject of my post but I need you to know something extremely important. Basically, lately I have been overtaken by fears causing me to cry a lot, shake , feel like I am a failure and just not been able to be myself. The reason why I am telling you this is because I want you guys to help me and maybe I could help you if you have the some problem to get out of this "problem".
On a more jollier-is this a word?- note today I will be talking you through my favourite christmas songs my top 20 and you could share yours down below if you like (you don't have to share all 20 if you don't want to). So I think I have rambled on for quite a bit now so let's get started!!
20) Michael Buble -blue Christmas
19)Coldplay-Christmas Lights
18)I Wizard- I wish it could be Christmas everyday
17) Mud- Lonely this christmas
16) Mariah Carey- all I want for christmas is you
15) Destiny's Child- 8 days of Christmas
14)Michael Buble-white christmas
13)Wham/Ariana Grande's cover - Last Christmas
12)Slade-Merry Christmas everyone
11)Kelly Clarkson- Underneath the tree
10)The pogues and Kirsty Mccoll- Fairytale of Newyork
9) Michael buble-Santa Claus I
8) Michael buble-it's beginning to look alot like Christmas
7)Britany Spears-my only wish this year
6)Frank Sinatra- Let it snow!
5) Jackson 5- Santa claus is comin to town!
4)Band Aid- Do they Know it's christmas?
3)Glee-Jingle bell Rock
2) Winter wonderland ( this can be by anyone and it sounds amazing!)
1) Sam Smith- Have yourself a merry little Christmas
There you have it my favorite christmas songs (1 being my absolute fav to 20 being my okay fav). Thanks for reading and start smiling no matter how sd you are because it's one week till christmas eve! But for now GoodByeeee!
Talkative Girl (time to stop talking) xx
Welcome to yet another post of my "blogmas" but before we get started I really want to say something that may or may not be connected to the subject of my post but I need you to know something extremely important. Basically, lately I have been overtaken by fears causing me to cry a lot, shake , feel like I am a failure and just not been able to be myself. The reason why I am telling you this is because I want you guys to help me and maybe I could help you if you have the some problem to get out of this "problem".
On a more jollier-is this a word?- note today I will be talking you through my favourite christmas songs my top 20 and you could share yours down below if you like (you don't have to share all 20 if you don't want to). So I think I have rambled on for quite a bit now so let's get started!!
20) Michael Buble -blue Christmas
19)Coldplay-Christmas Lights
18)I Wizard- I wish it could be Christmas everyday
17) Mud- Lonely this christmas
16) Mariah Carey- all I want for christmas is you
15) Destiny's Child- 8 days of Christmas
14)Michael Buble-white christmas
13)Wham/Ariana Grande's cover - Last Christmas
12)Slade-Merry Christmas everyone
11)Kelly Clarkson- Underneath the tree
10)The pogues and Kirsty Mccoll- Fairytale of Newyork
9) Michael buble-Santa Claus I
8) Michael buble-it's beginning to look alot like Christmas
7)Britany Spears-my only wish this year
6)Frank Sinatra- Let it snow!
5) Jackson 5- Santa claus is comin to town!
4)Band Aid- Do they Know it's christmas?
3)Glee-Jingle bell Rock
2) Winter wonderland ( this can be by anyone and it sounds amazing!)
1) Sam Smith- Have yourself a merry little Christmas
There you have it my favorite christmas songs (1 being my absolute fav to 20 being my okay fav). Thanks for reading and start smiling no matter how sd you are because it's one week till christmas eve! But for now GoodByeeee!
Talkative Girl (time to stop talking) xx
Wednesday, 16 December 2015
Day 4 of "Blogmas"- Christmas Haul
Hey!!
Welcome to day 4 of "blogmas" How have you being? If you're good then yay and if you're bad then do something about it! It's never to late to turn that frown upside down! Anyways today I will be doing a Christmas haul by christmas I mean winter because not all this stuff is festive. So lets get started!
This week I have been doing a hell of alot of shopping by shopping I mean online shopping it's too bloody cold to do it for real however I did go to the German market (look it up if you don't know what it is). Throughout this shopping extravaganza I have gathered quite a lot of winter clothes that I'll most likely wear until march because they are so cozy and cute. Throughout this blog i will not be explaining what I have brought ill just list the clothing shop price and hyperlink it to the shop because they will explain it a hell of alot better than I will. Let's not ramble on forever now i'll get started.
Welcome to day 4 of "blogmas" How have you being? If you're good then yay and if you're bad then do something about it! It's never to late to turn that frown upside down! Anyways today I will be doing a Christmas haul by christmas I mean winter because not all this stuff is festive. So lets get started!
This week I have been doing a hell of alot of shopping by shopping I mean online shopping it's too bloody cold to do it for real however I did go to the German market (look it up if you don't know what it is). Throughout this shopping extravaganza I have gathered quite a lot of winter clothes that I'll most likely wear until march because they are so cozy and cute. Throughout this blog i will not be explaining what I have brought ill just list the clothing shop price and hyperlink it to the shop because they will explain it a hell of alot better than I will. Let's not ramble on forever now i'll get started.
I have brought a little bit too many coats so here they are (btw they are mainly from select!)
overall clothing now
The rest of my shopping was at primark so I can't show you them sorry (as they don't have a website) So that is it another day closer to christmas thanks for reading and Goodbyeee!
Talkative Girl (time to stop talking) xx
Tuesday, 15 December 2015
Day 3 of blogmas-Beauty and not advent calenders
Hey!!
Welcome to my second bay of "blogmas" and If you hadn't already knew (clues in the title) I am going to be showing and telling you all about the ideal and most amazing beauty advent calendars! So let's not waste time and get to the good bit!! (I'm slightly excited if you can't already tell!!)
There are loads of beauty advent calendars out there but here are some I personally have fell in love with !:
Welcome to my second bay of "blogmas" and If you hadn't already knew (clues in the title) I am going to be showing and telling you all about the ideal and most amazing beauty advent calendars! So let's not waste time and get to the good bit!! (I'm slightly excited if you can't already tell!!)
There are loads of beauty advent calendars out there but here are some I personally have fell in love with !:
It is so cut and I love the design. The product that it contains are really good and I have not been disappointed!
I can not describe how much I have fallen In love with this one It is too good to be true !! (but is totally real).
I love this one and the products are really good and the price is not all that bad!
This one has a lot of colour so if you're wanting to by something bright and colourful you should really think about getting this one.
This one is completely full of goods you will always need it is just a great thing overall!!
One word AMAZING! that's all I need to say.
Good value but its really expensive.
8) DIPTYQUE
more than anything you could imagine but don't get too happy because this one cost about £250 sorry.
There you have it another day gone forever(sad thought ) but it's another day closer to Christmas **claps hand and dancer around room**
Thanks for reading and goodbyeeeee!
Talkative girl (time to stop talking)
Monday, 14 December 2015
Day 2 of Blogmas- Christmas Jumpers!!
Hey!!
WElcome to day two of my "blogmas" and if you're new here then this is when I upload a post everyday for twelve days meaning the 12 days of christmas! So I think we should get started because I have to say I love This topic so there a lot to get throug!
If you didn't guess from the title I am going to be talking about Christmas jumpers because they are kind of like marmite you love it or you hate it I for one love them! So weather you hate them , love them or simply think they are super cringy I am still gonna show you my favorites because they are cute and cozy!
WElcome to day two of my "blogmas" and if you're new here then this is when I upload a post everyday for twelve days meaning the 12 days of christmas! So I think we should get started because I have to say I love This topic so there a lot to get throug!
If you didn't guess from the title I am going to be talking about Christmas jumpers because they are kind of like marmite you love it or you hate it I for one love them! So weather you hate them , love them or simply think they are super cringy I am still gonna show you my favorites because they are cute and cozy!
Jumper 1: Neutral bunny sweater
THis is so cute I could wear it all the time and I know loads of you guys would agree that this is not your traditional Xmas Jumper but It is still too cute!!
Jumper 2: sequin snowman jumper
This one is a little more outgoing but is still a really nice design and easy to wear.
Jumper 3: bah humpug jumper
This one is great for someone who doesn't enjoy christmas jumpers that much but you think they still need one. I love xmas jumpers but i think this one is too adorable to resist!
Jumper 4 : snowflake jumper
This jumper by far is most bland yet it is still one of my favs because it looks really nice!
Jumper 5: How about snow
This one is really cut and good for those who like a jumper to be festive but not a festive bomb shell! Still it's too cute to not buy !
I know there's not a lot of jumper and I could probably do about 10 more but I might do that later this blogmas because I not not everyone likes christmas jumpers. So there you have it another day over hope you enjoyed it. Good bye!!
Talkative Girl (Time to stop talking) xx
Sunday, 13 December 2015
The first day!!- Present ideas
Hey!!
If you missed my last post you will not be aware that as of today I will be doing a "blogmas" which basically means that I will be posting daily ( for 12 days as the lead up until christmas) about anything whatsoever so I think we should begin our very first day:
This post ( as you probably guessed from the title) is about present buying! Present are not the meaning of christmas but I can't lie (and neither can you because I know I'm not the only one ) I love to get them but I really love buying them not matter how stressful it can be. And I know i'm not the only one who hates the sight of seeing your christmas tree with not 1 single present under I (I'm not gonna lie mine has no space whatsoever because it is full with present) because there is something about the way that every time I wake up , as my tree is in my room, and see loads of present. It makes me so happy even if none of them are for me!
There are 2 types of presents stocking fillers that are usually under £10 and luxurious gifts that often have no price limits so ill walk you through all the ones that I think are great types! I will separate these in to cater agrees so you have a direct price limit.
If you missed my last post you will not be aware that as of today I will be doing a "blogmas" which basically means that I will be posting daily ( for 12 days as the lead up until christmas) about anything whatsoever so I think we should begin our very first day:
This post ( as you probably guessed from the title) is about present buying! Present are not the meaning of christmas but I can't lie (and neither can you because I know I'm not the only one ) I love to get them but I really love buying them not matter how stressful it can be. And I know i'm not the only one who hates the sight of seeing your christmas tree with not 1 single present under I (I'm not gonna lie mine has no space whatsoever because it is full with present) because there is something about the way that every time I wake up , as my tree is in my room, and see loads of present. It makes me so happy even if none of them are for me!
There are 2 types of presents stocking fillers that are usually under £10 and luxurious gifts that often have no price limits so ill walk you through all the ones that I think are great types! I will separate these in to cater agrees so you have a direct price limit.
Stocking filler( under £10
This is a great gift for a girl who loves to pamper herself so this could be ideal for any female family member!
These are super cute and I even own a pear so they are a perfect gift for anyone!!
My sister is obsessed with ted baker and I know she would die for this product and you would be really happy about the price
This Gift is for someone who loves to read it is the perfect book for anyone as is a this one which is more festive
Ths is a book that has 12 holidays stories that you simply must read!
Luxurious gifts (10+)
This is on the expensive side but I don't really like it , however my mom is actually in love with it and has been for a really long time ( WARNING: £50+)
This bag is very expensive but I really have fallen in love with it any if you have that kind of money and are willing to buy someone it you are a hero !
NOw I know there was not a lot of presents but I feel like there is a lot of money so Ill stop here thanks so much for reading I highly appreciate it.
Talkative Girl ( time to stop talking) xx
Finally back (And i'm back with a boom!)
Hey!!
Now, I know it has literally been forever since I wrote my last post so I have come to the conclusion that I am going to be *drum roll* doing 12 days of christmas! There are many different ways I could do this such as 12 days after christmas etc. but I have decided to do 12 days till christmas. This basically means that I will be doing a post everyday for 12 days up until christmas day. This I suppose you could call "blogmas" as there are similar things such as vlogmas. These posts could range from 10 paragraphs to 2 basic ones and they could be about anything but I'm hoping they will be mainly festive. So let's begin this Crazy event!!
Now, I know it has literally been forever since I wrote my last post so I have come to the conclusion that I am going to be *drum roll* doing 12 days of christmas! There are many different ways I could do this such as 12 days after christmas etc. but I have decided to do 12 days till christmas. This basically means that I will be doing a post everyday for 12 days up until christmas day. This I suppose you could call "blogmas" as there are similar things such as vlogmas. These posts could range from 10 paragraphs to 2 basic ones and they could be about anything but I'm hoping they will be mainly festive. So let's begin this Crazy event!!
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